I've lived a life of madness and mayhem. I’ve had diabetes for 50 years and have been addicted to one substance of another for 45 of those years. It has been a beautifully joyful and painful schizophrenic ride: drugs, booze, women, music, writing, and learning with each new success or defeat. This blog tries to come to grips with all of life's fractures and contains everything--even you.
Tuesday, September 1, 2015
TOUCHING A TIT
was my goal,
my only goal,
for many many years.
Call me Ishmael
if you like,
or precocious,
but from the 5th grade
through most of high school,
that was way more important
than geometry unless
you consider that of innocence
& desire which I knew nothing about
but was drawn to constantly.
And it was not like I had steps. No.
Getting there was enough.
Under the bra was like discovering
a cure to adolescence; thinking
about the dark triangle of motives
was, well, unthinkable.
The goal
is still the same,
they still possess magic
& mystery;
only the tits
are attached
to different
torsos.
Norman Savage
Greenwich Village, 2015
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