I've lived a life of madness and mayhem. I’ve had diabetes for 50 years and have been addicted to one substance of another for 45 of those years. It has been a beautifully joyful and painful schizophrenic ride: drugs, booze, women, music, writing, and learning with each new success or defeat. This blog tries to come to grips with all of life's fractures and contains everything--even you.
Monday, June 8, 2015
WE FAIL
at most things--
it's our nature
to get it
wrong; it breeds
comedy & tears--
the few things
we're good at.
I've stepped back
to look
at our small
disasters; semicolons
of pain.
We demanded
too much
& gave up
too little--
a recipe
for the suffering
of poets.
But without
the rhyme
we walk
with no rhythm;
without defeat
can be no
victory; and without
the emperor
there are no clothes.
We're fools
in this roulette world
of genes
& jokes,
fables
of perception.
Hardly acquainted
with myself
I think
I know
others.
Next time,
I say,
I'll get it
next time.
But my watch
is broken
and the clock
keeps ticking.
Norman Savage
Greenwich Village, 2015
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