I've lived a life of madness and mayhem. I’ve had diabetes for 50 years and have been addicted to one substance of another for 45 of those years. It has been a beautifully joyful and painful schizophrenic ride: drugs, booze, women, music, writing, and learning with each new success or defeat. This blog tries to come to grips with all of life's fractures and contains everything--even you.
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
JUST WHEN
my body
was getting
comfortable
decaying;
just when
it began
to adjust
to the rust,
sludge,
& crumble;
just when
it found
its natural rhythms
of a dignified
obsolescence,
I outfoxed it--
I started to work
again; I got
a job.
I started to walk
to and from
the subways;
I started to
eat right;
get to bed
early; wake-up
early. In short:
I fucked my body up.
It's now taken
its revenge:
my dick
grew back (I think
it got longer)!
My hair
has a gleam;
my teeth
whiter,
my gums
are pink!
People no longer
give me
their seats
on the subway
or bus.
Once again,
I'm indestructible.
Once again,
I'm in
trouble.
Norman Savage
Greenwich Village, 2015
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